Tuesday, October 26, 2004,
come..enter my world..a utopia where i will spread my joy..complain..weep..and embrace the beauty of living in this world..
Voila!! a new blog in the block has been born!! do pardon me if i make any grammer mistakes..cos using the purrfect Queen's english is jus not my forte..
so..how should i kickstart my first entry?? perhaps a little dose of an introduction of myself?? hmm..i'm a person who'll always be wondering why the world has evolved the way it is now..or why i'm born the way i am(short..ok..petite..Singaporean..has double eye-lids that always seem to be hidden..or the irritable shyness of avoiding eye-contact)..i believe no amount of brainpower can explain fully the miracle of the true essence of life..well..don't you jus find it AmaZinG how your creation can change the cycle of life..or how mother nature can actually wreck your life instead..sounds crappy enough?? well..no offence..it's already amazing how you actually try to ponder what i jus said..ok..crap about..
ever felt tired of your family repeating the same routine day by day in front of you under the same roof?? well..not me..i'll forever be fascinated by how my brother always beat the s*** out of me(ok..the OTHER way round)..how my mum can possibly doze off on the sofa in the midst of what i thought is an exciting conversation..or the size of my dad's enormous belly blocking the tv all the time..my brother always say that we are one weird family(like that of the Osbournes..perhaps..worse in some aspects)..which can be officially certified as "dysfunctional". but hell..i still love my family..
no doubt, i've reached a few lowest points in my life..because of well..the usuals..schoolwork and friends..but these are the factors that actually build me up stronger(emotionally)..allowing me to learn to appreciate true inner beauty more..and embrace the new..like my motto in life..be
optimistic and cheerful!! well..i'm grateful to the people who have stand by me when i was truly down..and of course..CL..thanks a lot for lifting me up when i was depressed even though we had lost contact for almost six months already..the misunderstanding during secondary days wasn't intentional..it was actually purposeful..oops..still..thanks a million!!
as for my status..(ignore this if possible..except CALLIN for HUNKS!!)..i'm still single and available..so....hey you!! handsome!! what are you waitin for?? heh..
you know..i really mus take my hat off for those who can read tons of words patiently..cos tell me..at this point..are you tired of my blog already??hmm..
ok..perhaps when fate brings us together next time(like..crap right??)..i'll update you with a little glipse of my life..ok??=)
a little poem to end the entry??(my personal favourite..)
when your beloved plant wilt and dies
it's inevitable that depression will set in
so blinded by the pain inflicted
it's a pity you cannot see the ray of light shining
on another plant that is yet to blossom..
Lois
11:46 PM