i've begin to realise( really slow..am i??) how irregular my blog entries are these days..updating about once every week..but hey..it doesnt mean my life is any less happening..is it?? well..maybe....it's a little bland..perhaps only for this week..afterall..my life revolves around what a typical singaprean student MUST experience in their course for nerdiness..at least what the singaporean government wants us to run along..

i was jus turning home one day after school..and whilst takin public transport..it was then i begin to realise the trend of how gloomy the students look when returning home..either they r too tired..or simply drained of their routine rushing to school in the mornin and returning home after remedials and ccas....hai..jus when can i ever break out of this vicious cycle?? it's a wonder why singapore doent haf as much love atmosphere as the other countires..ohh wait..TaT explains the low birth rates..cos everyone is too busy running around in circles..living the same 24 hours each day..man!! i dont want my life to end up like tat!! i need excitement!! i dont want to jus graduate from studies..work..get married (who knows..maybe becos of biological clock ticking away..ok..i'm a sadist right now..)..menopause..then vying for a grandchild..gosh..no!! much as it's deemed as "happiness" in life..i DONT want tat kind of lifestyle!! i want excitement!!

ok..maybe i'm a tinny winny too excited right now..but hey..u get the drift anyhow right?? well well..like i always adore my motto..be optimistic and cheerful!! afterall..embrace life like never before..yeah..yada yada..i'm crab-bing again..

hmm..*snapping back to reality*..back on ground to my typical life..dreams..will always be dreams....bro's out for supper..seriously..u r puttin on weight!! dad's on the couch with his big belly blocking 1/3 of his view..mum's runnin amok tidying the house at this freakin time..(read: 1am)..looking out of the windows..the tvs of the opposite block flashin..and the guy in grey walkin aimlessly at his home..i guess i jus have to accept "life" as it is..*big sigh*