Here i am. Still blank from what i've just heard. Hopefully......really, it's all, but a scare......

Remember how much you feel irritated when someone plays a prank on you??


Well, not in my case. I really do hope this is a prank. Really.

Mummy: Hello? Lois? Buy your own dinner tonight ok? I gotta go to the hosiptal.
Me: HUH?? ohh..ah ma finally go for check-up is it??
Mummy: ya.
Me: So what is it??
Mummy: It..may be stomach cancer.

No. i didnt drop the phone like those drama serials did.
Just plain shocked, like any normal human being.

Before i know, my left hand was pressing against the wall.
Thinking. Recovering from the scare. At least, trying to.
Blinking, it was then i realise my eyes felt watery without my contacts.


So when you see me in school, optimistic lois may be gone for the moment.

I just sincerely hope that my eye twitches meant nothing.


NOTHING......